Chocolate!

I can feel it, I am starting to sense the good-bye waves approaching.



Today at university (Eng. college to be specific) did the graduation project
seminars for this semester, again seeing those whom I knew for four years getting ready to go on with their lives. That's nice but from another angle its creepy !



Having that passion for chocolate didn't make it better! few friends passed & served chocolate, I made sure to take thinking of this photo! each piece is a closure for a period with those who gave it.


I just put them when I got home feeling down a little. With my busy day I managed to skip that.






PS... after few hours I ate the chocolate :D!

The Open Day 17-5-2007

Annually , our uni hosts this open day where all staff, students, doctors and the Princess herself come to share this day with each other, it has always been nice, but this year it had a different taste.

I found Khalid my nephew suddenly there, his uncle that happens to be in the same university brought him then called me, I was really happy then, despite the fact that Khalid was scared all the time. those at the Fastlink booth saw him with me & they insisted to let him wear a T-shirt and take a pic of him, I couldn't manage let him do that and didn't wanna push more, it would have been lovely though!

Finally I was able to take a medal in something at uni, not having the guts to join the band (or confessing to myself of my inability to go with those who played at the open day!) trying to compete in that best thing I can do (football) we managed to be the first :)

Having all my friends around made it something, having my brother come over later on, having the love of my life there made it even more special.

Some friends of mine are packing to leave this semester, to leave the uni which is really sad for me, I always was like "mo msadde2 o ana m5alles" but now its really different.

Definitely I am gonna miss everyone, this is my last open day, I am graduating on next first semester, so no more open days. I realized that only in the morning of that day I felt bad. and still while typing.

And yaa I danced :), I always hated it when guys dance at open day, I found myself wanna do it don't know why, I didn't have the nawraneh feeling I used to have, maybe I am naware now or maybe I really wanted to do everything to make it special and memorable!

I believe I managed to, but I'm still sad.

Blue

Few words I spoke since like hours! that's not me.
Somethings aren't going as I want or maybe when I am stressed things start taking that curve.

Anyway its not me the pessimistic guy.

I want to be out of this state but no one can help I believe all I need is time. Maybe when I read this later I would feel like "why did I post it! my blog should be fun" but who cares I'm spitting my blueness here!

Whats the difference

Many relatives I have, its that when he comes its very different. I wonder why all relatives aren't like this with each other!


He usually comes in busy short visits, the whole family gets surrounded even closer. This time he is with his lovely wife and "bsboos" child Aram :)



I don't know what is exactly the special, there are many no doubt, maybe the so caring personality he has builds this closeness with everyone around, I think of the presents he brings to everyone (and everyone means tens of people!). its always the right thing for each person, very much what he/she likes, if you would think of a present to that person you can't figure a better one!


You aren't introduced yet to my family member, well he is my uncle (mom's brother), he is married girls so you missed a lot :D, he lives in Dallas now he took many championships here in his fav game chess, he was ranked number one, he is completing his PhD in computer science :) thats a profile so any fans contact me :P!

I'm glad he is my uncle too :)!

Bush!